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VivoCity; 25thNovember2011

2011-11-26T06:47:00.001-08:00

Wake up, slept for 2.5hours only . So drag on bed don't want wake . Saw time, 10:50am le, omg and I need to reach Jurong Point at 12pm. Rush like fcuk. But end up reach late as need to wait my phone to charge, but end up still didn't full .

"While waiting for phone to full"

So plug out and go out le. Reached, meet ZhiXiang, then yunda, WeiXuan and co reach ltr . Walk to mrt station and wait for cousin and zhiqin. Sat one round to joo Koon then back, meet minghui halfway then finally reach Vivo yeah. Suppose to watch "you're the apple of my eye", but

"Tower Heist"

instead. Check, there's still available timing so decided to walk about first . ZhiXiang and yunda went to smoke, all accompany them. Then back to Golden Village, bought some snacks then to Hall 5. Damn cold you know . Squeeze Tgt with minghui, share her cardigan. Forgot to bring :/ Lol. Movie ended, then toilet, then went outside cause very cold.
Snapshot after that ^.^ ----

Done, went inside, talk in the middle of the shopping mall, then WeiXuan and qianping went yo work, ZhiXiang went cine, the rest sat bus 30 one round back to Jp. Had Mac, the rest headed home, left me and mh. Both shop around then had ice-cream @ Anderson. Talk alot . Home afterwards . Had a not bad day.

"Hold onto your tears, remember, you promise not to shed a tear when he left, keep your promise and move on ..

其实我一点也不快乐..

2011-11-16T08:03:00.000-08:00

I'm Sorry for all the things i've done and i'll never forgive myself for that. Perhaps your life without me will be real great, i wishes you all the best alright. Now that i've decided to let go, moved on, i hope you could still have your stand, never return to my life, not even once, because i can't stand your leaving each time and the pain was doubled each time.

"对不起, 我却没捉紧你. 你不知道我为什么离开你, 我坚持不能说放任你哭泣, 你的泪滴像倾盆大雨碎了满地在心里清晰. 你不知道我为什么狠下心, 盘旋在你看不见的高空里, 多的是, 你不知道的事.."

Marina Barrage ; 121111

2011-11-12T22:51:00.001-08:00

Wake , have cup noddle for breakfast and lunch . Prepare then off to Jp, the rain was like fcuking big and i've to walk a big round just to get to the busstop -.- on bus then meet jiawei and his friend at control station then Take train to commonwealth and meet minghui and karxiong. Meet-Ed then take train all the way to marina and meet lixuan there . Ok, it's raining although it's not really big, but our plan of flying kite is smashed . Lol. No choice, didn't fly kite but still went to marina barrage. And all of us walk under the tiny rain, with a distance yeah. Reach-ed Walk a exhibit there and took several photos. Boys refuse to take photo no choice yeah.

And here go the photos~Done, walked to take shuttle bus and walk back to marina mrt station . On train, raffles place, lixuan went home, then the rest of us got down at city hall. Went to marina link square, shop around and supposing to have buffet meal for our dinner. The shop closed down alr . And pekcek much plus the leg so tiring but can't blame . So walk around again to find food. It's either not suitable or too expensive . Minghui take up the idea to bugis, and they discuss but I left halfway. While the rest went to bugis for their steamboat meal . Reach-Ed home, pester mummy then im hungry but waiting for dad to wait . Got no choice but to munch on snacks. Finally awake, then went to turf city,

while on car, took some photos ...Wanna have steamboat but can't find as the weather is cold. So no choice had curry fishhead, egg, vege and crab instead . Done eating, was like a dumb can't find the baisin, found then wash-Ed, rest awhile then back home.

"After all this stuff I did, I'm not saying it's worthless, but it's just pointless

Friday; 11.11.11, 11:11:11 ~

2011-11-11T06:23:00.001-08:00

Day out with parents . Wake up, parents came and drove me then to polyclinic for x-ray with mum . Then had a bite, had HL milk and donut . Wait then off.. Then atfirst wanna go central but jam here and there, therefore, go je to have my meal . Drove dad home, then headed to boon lay to make my hair . Treatment and cut fringe and look @ my hair now ://

Ugly right?! With the two fishball cheeks .. Lol ! Get myself a new screen protector and mum's phone also then home to wash up. Done then had dinner @ jw 557, then pray over there, home now . ~

"I will fall sick following your seasons, sudden cold, sudden hot ..."

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2011-11-09T02:54:00.000-08:00

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Out I go ~

2011-11-08T05:29:00.001-08:00

Morning wake, had my breakfast, prepare all, and go out with mummy . Went to fetch grandma to dialysis centre then send maid back home then drive dad. Headed to ICA building to make their passport then nearby for lunch. Drive around, searching for tyres for changing purpose, end up spend almost and hour at Bukit Batok/timah there just to check about the tyres etc . Jurong west, 545, rest awhile jiu off to meet MingHui at Clementi Mall. Bought ourselves a iPhone casing (Pink) at minibits for $6.95. Then shop around, went central 9 head there to shop, 505 market for dinner . Worst meal I ever have yeah .. Shall end here le, update soon (: !

"The time I need you the most, you left without a word .."

Movie ♥ "You're the apple of my eye"

2011-11-07T04:25:00.000-08:00

Was wondering a time then my lj face can pass the NC16 anot .. Hahah, You think? Lol !Heading out to JP, to meet Minghui .. Went to buy ticket for
"You're the apple of my eye"I manage to buy it ok ! Without presenting any IC, happy like fcuk luhh. Was bored, shopping at JP again and again, and the time to the movie was like long, so decided to went to Clementi for Koi, but we sat one round to JooKoon back to Pasir Ris route, and it stopped halfway at JooKoon for a time, Take photo like mad again.. LOL Reach Clementi, headed to toilet first, then queue up for Koi, shop around, then went back to JP, Try to make L.O.V.E using hand and the result,
Minghui'sMine

Whose better? :D!
Walk around waiting for time to pass, but before that went NTUC to buy mineral water and the queue like madd, but still queue, as time is long . Then next, buy XXL crispy chicken and went starfact waiting time to pass, time reached, went for our movie. The advertisement is so manyyy until we bored and take photo ..

Watched, done, not bad, couples could give it a try yeah. Hahah end here (: !
"Expect no more"

Meet up for breakfast ♥

2011-11-06T16:05:00.001-08:00

Before meeting dearest,Meet up for breakfast at YaKun Toast (JP),sat down, eat,talk .. [Leftover] Decided to go bugis, so headed to take train ..While on train, snap photo Reached, Shop around like mad finding for a blouse that i want which i can't find, sad halfway. Lol, So decided to went back to JP to catch "You're the apple of my eye" at 4pm, but while walking to take train, was like whatthefuck, so packed, pushing here and there -.-. On train halfway, checked whether there is available seats for the show but no more seats available le, argghh fcuk uhh. Haiis, so end up, reach jp, went to the toilet, snapshot again,>Then acrade to play MMT ! Like boy luhh, hahah, was happy "Hp" increases once again .. Then Minghui decided to go have her wanton noodle (PonTian) at koptiam, accompany her to eat, didn't had anything, guess i'm falling sick le bah, Shop around, which saw thisfor Iphone, and it's my fav winnie the pooh and friends, bought it, and decided to went home .. Now updating my blog with a hungry tummy )-: LOL ! Update soon ~
"I say I change, but I didn't say it's for the better."

Maybe, all this while, I'm just another girl to you?

2011-11-06T16:00:00.000-08:00

Our conversation always end, because you're either busying or one side is sleeping . I don't know why, it's like so hard for you to come up with a topic to text me, and I've to rack my brains to think of a topic, and a topic which wouldn't disturb you or makes you feel annoying . I need a little of your initiative, is that so hard for you or is that too much to ask?

Orcharddd ; '22/10/11'

2011-10-24T01:09:00.001-07:00

Day out with sister ~
Went out to town, Bugis first cause sister finding arab street, end up raining and both went lost. Stop at a mall bought ourselves with drinks then headed to take train to Orchard instead. First, go down at Orchard, was finding Far East but walk quite a distance. Sist first time so clever, she walk and find the way and whereas i look so lost. LOL ! Then bought myself a covered shoe at $19.90 then to shop around for awhile. Paragon ! Toilet was so nice that we both spend quite a time inside taking photo. Like so camwhore luhh.Hahhas, Next, Cineleisure for lunch/dinner. Ate at graffti cafe; wanton noodle & drinks. Saw bro and co there, where they will about to leave, bro and Haoxun came over and say hi. Then Haoxun disturb Minghui. Was cool, "Hi pigu hen qiao" . Loud and all laugh. They left, me and sist sat awhile then jiu off. She went to buy Famous amos. Then shop around, she bought herself with some accessories. Then walk to paragon toilet againn, next bugis again for my ribbon rubber band at $2.50 . Shop at Bugis Street was both talking about New Year, where it was so far. Bought something to eat, ok bankrupt noww .. Home sweet home after that. Thanks ya ~

"You tell me she was just a friend, but the other day i saw her in your arms, saw you telling her that it will be alright with you around, i ended up looking like a fool believing you."

Jp ; '21/10/11'

2011-10-24T01:01:00.000-07:00

Meet up after school, so long didn't enjoy so much like before. JurongPoint the whole day. Shop and acrade with sist. Play fishing then toilet for a long time, Take photo ..Laugh joke around, was a enjoyable day. Then take note at the time then know it's 9.30pm, so went home after that. Although in the morning, my day was like shit but in the end, it end off with a smile, tyvm :D

男人男人，多希望你是好人，多希望用你的真，让我不必再心疼。。
"一等再等，你会是对的人吗？"

Overdue past, but pleasant future.

2011-10-19T08:23:00.001-07:00

MingHui : Got a call from her today, was so happy that she was promoted to sec 4. Do work hard when you're given the chance. Yes, perhaps going up, you will be struggling, but you're not struggling alone , So don't worry if you had the determination, alright? Ok, We have walk through so many and celebrated our anniversary on every 15th, and it's going to be 6yrs friendship anniversary, i hope we could both walk that, to fulfil the promises we made. I'm sure we could do it? And overcome all the obstacles and minor arguement? Thanks for being there for me when i needed you, now if you need me, you could let me know. "Always having a shoulder for you to lean on" What i could do is very little, which are just advices and accompany. Do speak out your feelings, things will eventually get better, when the person knows your feelings. I'm going to be here, no matter how you goanna push me away. Don't keep mac mac mac, bad for health, take good care of yourself ! Knowing that you will be away to cambodia on the november with school, do take care of yourself there, I'm waiting for you to come back, if available let me know how you doing there alright? Be abit patient there, they are slower, because you know their surronding there. Most importantly , enjoy yourself (': <3

Fucked up, but enjoyable day.

2011-10-19T08:00:00.000-07:00

Wake up, check message, none from you ...
Had my lunch instead of breakfast, almost scald my hand when i was cooking maggie.
Saw two policemen outside my house speaking to one lady which suprise me another two police came, and talk, then she was escort and handcuff .. LOL, Dad came home with niece then i went JP with her.And the fucked up things took place, was enjoying so much, then something just fucking off, shall not mention it here, check it in my facebook . Bring niece back to my house, then went JP meet up with ernest, supposing to play fishing, end up he tap me with a credit for mmt . Played, and almost won, but my "Hp" improve another 20, was happy. Then next, cousin and co came, they teach me the fishing game and sat down play for quite a time, Jordan and co came too, using my credit to play and with their help mange to clinch a score of 1000 plus ..
You will never thought, end up accompany them to meet Huimin and cousin's girlf. Was so enjoyable speaking with them, end up i say this: "我不好意思讲", and like wtf, was being made fun of throughout the day .... Hmm ..Cause the 9o'clock show the crazy chopper said it "我都不好意思讲" .. Catch-up with sis (HuiMin), And she was like so shy and irritated by someone, so stop halfway bought sweetalk, then accompany her to meet her mum. Headed to StarFact, watch people with their games, bro and all came. All the while was catching, hitting, playing with a friend just know today (BengYam) . At this critical moment, stomachache, and it's gastric flu, haiis -.- Went toilet, done, headed to starfact again, disturbed by BengYam again and this time round with what Jo, both attacking me :/ , Nvm, kick BengYam and hit till Zhixiang's bro, apologise. Done with playing and it' 8 plus, so headed home. Watched tv, talking with bro & mum, bath, had dinner, bath, then posting now, will update again (: Had fucking lots of fun where i totally forgotten all those troubles, wishing everyday will be this way.
Listen to "妥协" and i love this part
"所有改變，只為了進入你的世界，這情節重複了一百遍，才發現是你的心太野。你劃定楚河漢界，我不能輕易犯規，所有時間都是先給了你優先權。不自覺愛到不敢冒險，成了你的傀儡一年兩年，才看見我有多狼狽。。愛到妥協，到頭來還是無解，綁著你不讓你飛，歷史不斷重演，我好累。。；愛到妥協，也無法將故事再重寫，你已下最後通牒，我躲在我的世界。。你只是害怕一個人睡，我不想再為你掉淚，我了解，不會變、不再徘徊，開始自己的明天。。"

"If you really love me, no matter how I wanna push you away, you wouldn't let me go .."

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2011-10-18T01:31:00.000-07:00

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你一定要过的，比我快乐。。

2011-07-11T03:46:00.000-07:00

Things was just exxactly the same. School, studying.Had my 2.4km run today. Was awesome & tired. & like a finally i manage to run back in time with a timing of 17.39 . & after run, had a 10 mins maths lesson then went to old band room for class photo. Lesson again till assembly. Seems scary. I didn't manage to look up or either open my ears. The opera was scary. LOL! After school, headed to JP ! Early release today ! Had lunch,

toiletotw home, took this view of the sky. (':

I will never stop thinking of you, cause the sky always remind me of you .. & do you know, I'm missing you right now ?

Reach home, Updating now. Had a short nap just now. LOL ! Shall update soon . (':

Marina Bay Sand ! ♥

2011-07-02T12:17:00.000-07:00

Met up with this girl. Headed to JP & had our lunch at KFC. Walk around then decided to go to Marina Bay Sand. Otw to take lift, saw Jordan, Bro & co so took the same lift as them, Pause at letterbox, check the train as we dont know how to get thr. Once done, take train,

& took this photo. (:

Reach & walk there, Took photo. Didn't upload all so View it at facebook ! (: Out of all,

this is the only view i like.

Went back to jurong. Alight at Jurong East, So went to IMM. Shop about then ate at WOW-Tako. The two of us ate 3 boxes ! LOL! Then walk about, Had lots of laughter thru out. TIRED & Thirsty so i buy green tea at mac while Minghui bought chocalate ice cream cone. Halfway thru, Mum call me. Grandma was unwell ! Haiis, So rush to take cab but a long queue so Minghui's mum drive me to grandma house. I ran over & saw ambulance just reached only. Ambulance settle their things then i follow aunt's lorry to NUH. Was there for quite a few hours. Eat, Drink, Talk. Grandma was quite serious. Till now still unconscious. GET WELL SOON ! Shall see her tmrw again bah. Resting soon, Goodnight !

我对你，再也不会期望，因为我累了、心也死了。。

我不是一定要你回来。。只是没有你在的日子，我好难受。。

2011-07-01T08:31:00.000-07:00

It's been quite long since i last updated. Things been normal, school life again. & finally it's friday, met up with this girl here. Jurong Point, then ate at Kopitiam. Star fact, it's boring plus no internet So she suggested to go walk, accompany her & she bought her old chang kee. She ate, star fact find bro, Jordan & co. SMOKiNG AGAIN !!! While Ernest & Zhixiang went to buy my bday present. The JORDAN disturb me when we'll walking back to star fact !! Chase him around the JP like one retard only. Toilet, Star Fact again, they pass me present & kennard wish me happy birthday. Had a nice show there, Sist get fed up of Jordan she's been quiet throughout. So lastly noone disturb her alr, everyt went normal. Been helping Jordan with his hair !! LOL ! Mini Toons bought sweets, go star fact shares & it is finished like finally. Sat there, beside Jordan, Talking with him, He use my phone to play games etc. Then decided to go home .
I know that you'll never come around, but I still keep waiting for you, hoping that one day you'll just wake up and realize that I'm the one for you, and I've been here all along.
So ...
I choose to suffer alone, because I know you've ur life .. ;
I choose to kept quiet, because I know I shouldn't burden you .. ;
I choose to leave, because I know I was never good enough for you ..

其实我还放不开。。

2011-06-26T07:52:00.000-07:00

Wake up at a good timing. Tonight no need sleep alr & school starting tmr -.- Meet Minghui at her grandma's hse. We order mac there, eat & talk for quite long .

Present from MingHui !♥

Took photo !LOL !

Shall end here, School starting & im sure principal goanna speak for atleast a 20 mins. Then check on our attire. What a nice one ! -.-
Inspiration : "You were not born to follow rules and regulations. Living starts with dreaming. So dream, dream friend, and let dreams show you the path to your bliss."

.如果你爱的不是我，何必管我过的快不快乐？

2011-06-25T09:21:00.000-07:00

250611- My Bday & the day i think i got to stop loving you ..
Now it's too late and now we can't go back. I'm sorry, I can't be perfect ..
Begging you for forgiveness just seems wrong . Seeing you leave is one thing, but you got to realize, some things are better left unspoken, so please don't ask me why .. I'm gone ..
You're the one, the one who i shed the most tears even on my bday . Why do you even have to come back again to my life? When you don't even bother me for the past few days ..There are so much i wanted to tell you but do i even have the chance now? Well, Thanks for the period of time we met, Even if it's short ..

15th Bday Celebration with sist & friends! ♥

2011-06-24T07:33:00.000-07:00

[Just manage to upload two photo as you know de connection. So view more @ my fb (: ]
Meet Minghui, ZhiXiang & Ernest at JP @ 9am. Next me & minghui went to Ya Kun Toast to ate breakfast while zx & ernest headed to cheers to bought their things. They met us at Ya Kun Toast, Zx order & we eat & chat. Lots of laughter at that time.
Walk to take train to Pasir Ris as we decided to go Escape Theme Park. When we were on train, Ernest was making lots of funny stunts etc & he talks very loud ! LOL -.-
Reached, Bought ticket & went in. First, try the Rollar Coaster once, then tried the Pirate Ship once too. Next, went to play the car, me & mh didn't try as we are scared so once they ended we went to play ...hmmm like superman one, LOL. Saw Jackie & co so we headed tgt with them. So they all went to play the car then Pirate Ship. We sat for 3 times in a shot & twice in the middle, once at the backseats. LOLLOL ! My heart like flying out & is scream like crazy .. Jackie's friend don't know what name one sieh haolian, got one LV jiu act there act one duasai . Really bth luh. So when we went to play Rollar Coaster, The action barbie & one guy went toilet. One vomitted while de action barbie go toilet. LOL -.- Once ended Rollar Coaster jitao CMI le. Sat for a long time with mh while the rest went to haunted house. Came out, they went to smoke, so me & mh stood outside de burger king .. & i vomit like 1litre ?! Damn xinku but feeling better alr. So decided to leave first, told jackie & we planned to go Nex . Weijun decided to come with us but ended up nvr come & ernest not feeling well so we headed back straight. He CMI le so stop at Bugis, He cab home . While mh & zx follow me to meet up my parents & niece at Rocher Road. We had lunch there, mh & zx had rice while me noodle. Walk around & went to pray then into OG, I LOVE THE CHILDREN'S CLOTHING & TOYS ! LOL :P
Went market, Cus dad is hungry, drank a BIG cup of green apple juice. Ask dad drive us to IMM & niece joined us. First, WOW, TAKO. Secondly, GIANT for mineral water. Slack there till 6 plus then decided to go Jurong Point cus Zx has spent a long day with us. He reached JP & met up with weijun while me, mh & niece went mac, sat down there, talking. Niece had her dinner & the both of us had McFlurry. Mh headed to her grandma's while me & niece went to 503 thr. Ate again ! LOL . Had Bak Kut Teh soup, meat & perserved vegetables. Bought school shoe too & saw a skirt & short. Try, & bought it. Should be consider bday present from mum? Hahah, Shall end here. A "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" to myself :P

Thanks, guys for the day. Although it was abit incomplete & unpleasant but I'm sure everyone do enjoy . Such a disgrace of me to vomit ! I'm sorry but can't helped ! (': ♥
我舍不得，但是时间回不去了。。

Out with family !- 其实我没有你，想像中的快乐。。

2011-06-21T04:38:00.001-07:00

Went to Aunt's working place de coffee shop had lunch with Parents, Niece, Bro, Cousin & their friend. Had Bak Kut Teh, Roast Duck etc & durian after that. Next went to Jurong West 546 there de void deck play with Niece while dad talking with his freinds. Taken photo of the two monsters! LOL

Di Di, JunHao

Er Jie, YiXuan

Went Polyclinic, Dad go take his what injection one, Then Jurong Point to find bro. Brought Junhao to Starbucks to find Bro then walk around, go Star Fact find Bro & Junhao with Mum & Yixuan. They play enough then went to Ya Kun to eat.

Dad's, Egg with TeaNumber with Soy sauce & pepper

Toast & all.

Went to Buy Shirt at Crocodile. Mum bought 4 for dad & 1 for grandpa. Headed home. Bring Niece to play playground then send them home & now updating blog. Shall end here, LOL !

Why do I even have to care, or get angry when you are not even mine?

20/06/11- 分了也罢，走了也好，终止一切结束了。。

2011-06-21T04:21:00.001-07:00

Meet MingHui for my lunch & breakfast, LOL. Had chicken rice ! Forgotten to took a photo :# ..

Next went to NTUC to buy this

Recipe!

Walk around,thinking where to go, so i suggested to go Clementi Mall. Bro actually ask me to buy Mee Goreng for him but i went to Clementi Mall alr, so he told me to buy Koi back ! Reached, Walk around with Minghui, She went to MiniToons &

bought this

Walk to buy Bro's Koi,

Queue Number!

Was shocked cus the number was just 388 .. But a printing error ..

Ice Cream Ovaltine, 25% of sugar, 2 cups

So Kelian of me to be a delivery women ! Deliver the Koi to cousin house . Home, then went kranji with parents, had dinner there. I'm so fortunate, don't need peel the fish myself, LOL

This is my fish !

I think if she's a guy i will fall for her. LOL So sweet & nice of her !
Like this status and I'll tell you:

How long have I known you: 5 years ++ ♥
How old do you look: 15 yrs
What's your name saved in my phone: Cecelia♥
...First impression: cute, quiet,pretty (:
Do I care if we argued: Precisely (:
Should we hangout: Seem like everyday haaha :P
Word/s to describe you: friendly, nice, caring,stubborn, attitude. (:
Fav memories: every memories we had (:
I like/love/hate you: I like you for giving me advices. Telling me what should I do what should I not And share everything together :D
I love you because you're the great sister I ever had :D
I hate you- when you emo and sad at times like to keep to yourself your sadness :( !!!

If one day, I never wake up from my sleep, is merely because I'm tired of reality ..

19/06/11- 能不能不爱了，因为爱太痛了。

2011-06-21T03:35:00.000-07:00

Spammed call this girl 100 times & textfreek her 50 msg ! LOL

& like a finally she's wake ! So decided to go Chinatown. Sit wrong side of MRT at Outram Park :# So sit one round, reached.

Had Durian Pancake (Y)

Shop around & went OG (Old Granny) LOL! Sit outside OG

then took this photo.

Went to IMM again for the WOW-Tako. But before that had dinner at 湾仔

Menu/Ordering List

Our drinks !

Ice Milo & Ice Lemon Tea

Recipe!

Minghui's

Minghui's, Chicken Wing with Rice& Mine!Cripsy Ham & cheese toast

Together !Leftover

Walk around & Had Wow-Tako again. Me & mh share this !

Then home !
Since it's father's day then
HAPPY FATHER's DAY ! I love you dad ! Sorry for all those stubbornness, attitude shown. & pls take care of your health ! You're not supermen ! LOL (: ♥

After all this time, Her heart still breaks when she hears your name. Not because she still loves you, But because of all the things you left unfinished & unsaid ..

其是你没有错，错在与我，对不起。。

2011-06-18T07:17:00.000-07:00

Meet Minghui at Jurong Point, went to Kopitiam to have fish congee. Headed to take train, then meet JingDa & Jeremy. Went to Orchard, shop around . Next, IMM,

Had Chicken Bryani with 100 plus while MingHui drink coke

Leftover

Shop around &

ate Wow-Tako

We were eating & there are alot of pple queuing up to buy also &
Mh : 我们很惹人爱hor? Sit down there like model then got pple keep queue .
Me : WTF ? Stop stop !
Mh : kepts on repeat repeat ..
Me : *BTH* ok, ya very pretty ! LOL

如果那天没有遇见你，我不会如此迷茫。
如果那天没有爱上你，我不会如此疯狂。
如果那天你没有离开，我不会如此忧伤。

Would you promise that you'll love me like how i love you?

2011-06-16T08:25:00.000-07:00

Meet MingHui at Jurong Point. Had mac, talk then shop around.

Bought mirror & comb at Chameleon

Then toilet take photo :P

Shop around at JP2,

Bought Flip Flop

Saw this !!! It is cute ! LOLHeaded to town(Bugis)with Minghui, Jingda & Jeremy.

Watch Green Lantern at FilmGrade

Otw home & i think i've sprain my leg, LOL :/

I want to use my eyes to look at you .
I want to use my hand to hug you .
I want to use my smile to brighten ur day.
I want to use my heart to love you.

是我把爱想的太简单。。

2011-06-15T01:58:00.000-07:00

I'm trying not to love you, I'm trying not to care, I'm trying not to
live my life, Wishing you were there, I'm trying not to wonder where you
are or what you do, i'm sorry i can't help myself. I fell in love with you.

Yes, i do love you ..

2011-06-14T03:39:00.000-07:00

Had Botak Jones at Bukit Batok for lunch with parents.

Chili & Ketchup with drinks & Dad's soup.Mine! Hmm i think Cajun Chicken

Mine & Mum'sMushroom Soup (Y)LeftoverBill!Headed to Kranji, wanting to collect dad's car. But it's still not done yet. Must come back at 4.30pm. So Mum's said to go Fairway Club wash her car. But too many pple -.- So dad drive to SuperBowl Jurong, Sheng Siong for my facial foam etc &

saw this huge watermelon costing $68.90then back to fairway club. Saw time, almost 4pm so went to kranji again. Collected, drive back home. Almost met an accident, the stupid driver -.- Home, bathed then out again. Dad's friend say to go Kranji there to eat. We went for alot of times . But dad still went.So had dinner there,

This is the leftover.

Why is it that I can be doing just fine, and then one simple thing you say makes all these feelings return along with the pain? That after so much time spent telling myself, I'm over you ?

13/06/11- Ajisen Ramen

2011-06-14T02:42:00.000-07:00

Home in the afternoon, then went to Clementi Mall to have dinner with parents.

Ordering ListMenu

Bill !!

Drinks: Green Tea, Plain water & Ice Lemon Tea

Side dishes: Sushi, Chicken Wing & Tofu & Mum's Terriyaki noodle

Dad's, He say this look like those pple praying .. LOL !

MINE! Chicken Terriyaki (Y)

Leftover!

Toilet after that, & i love the toilet, it's nice & clean (Y)20 pcs of Durian Puff (Y)

You act like you've moved on . You seemed fine last time . But this time you're telling me you miss me, but I bet it's only because she's not around. When she's around, you won't think about me, that's de truth .

爱是你说忘记，就能忘的吗？

2011-06-11T02:13:00.000-07:00

Morning
Went BL Market with Mum. Ate mushroom beehoon (:
Home :(

This pill is makin me crazy. I can't swallow ! I've drank three big cup of water but the pill is still in my mouth !

Went Jurong West,

Dad's Friend bring this dog here. Name TenTenGo Mum's Friend Salon have a hair wash . & Home .

I just want to use my eyes & glanced at you forever .Even if I say hundred of words, it's pointless. Even if I say I fallen for you, it's useless . But i just want you to trust me more ..

10/06/11

2011-06-11T01:34:00.000-07:00

Went out almost whole day with parents & Bro
Fever, Flu, Headache & Sore Throat (Y) :/
Headed to Bukit Panjang i think to have lunch at aunt's there.
Kranji, Repair car area thr, Dad ask them things then to woodland shop around. SICK! So went to 365 at Taman Jurong to visit the doctor. Terribly sick !

Till i've 5packets of medicine ! LOL

Next, went to Jurong West, Sat down there, drink water then leave. Dad went BL to have his hair cut .

Sheng Siong for groceries ..

I'm sorry that I fell in love with you, I'm sorry that I believed you fell too ..

09/06/11

2011-06-11T01:23:00.000-07:00

School

Went to collect I/C, Boon Lay Market for breakfast with MingHui, MingXuan & MingHao. Take one round of bus 246 then to Jurong Point slack .

Headed to Jurong West find mum, Saw niece thr . Played with him till i hei hei chuan & He still can play. Ok, I'm Sick now .. :'/
What you told me, i remebered.
What you ask me not to do, i followed.

KungFu Panda 2

2011-06-01T08:40:00.000-07:00

Watch KungFu Panda 2 with this girl here today. Was awesome & nice. But some part talking one was a little boring. But overall 4/5 (:
Walk around like idiot till 8 plus gg 9. Then went to 650 there slack then go take train to JP & bought some sushi. LOL, end here.

我承认我错了，错在爱上一个错的人。
我承认我很傻，傻在为一个不爱我的人付出、傻在不肯放手。
我承认自己很笨，笨在为一段没有结局的爱情而哭、笨的让他伤了又伤。

26/05/11-30/05/11

2011-05-30T12:40:00.000-07:00

26/05/11
CIP DAY !
Went Block 706 to collect newspaper.

One unit & we got this much ..

Chit-chatting & take photo

Helpers !!

My class in the middle of the road, they thought their father's road. LOL Went back sch, for result analysis, break time & in class to discuss about class tshirt then headed to JP for lunch with MingHui (:Bought this at MiniToons. (Y)Headed Bukit Batok watch KX & AJ play bball with MingHui

Chit-chatting, Thenn Glendon & co came & join us .. Then Glendon & co bring me & mh for riding. Glendon ride me while Kaijie ride mh. Had fun. & then headed back to wait bus, then home. 因为你，我选择了沉默、选择了放手。。

27/05/11
RESULT !
Before gg school to take result, went to grandma hse & pay here a visit.
My result was not ideal, but i hope for improvement in the upcoming EOY !
因为不是你在痛，所以你不知道有多痛。
因为不是你在哭，所以你不知道有多难受。
因为不是你在爱，所以你不知道有多难放手。

28/05/11
BBQ !
BBQ with cousin & his friends. We strted fire at 5 plus but till 8 plus the fire still cant strt. So ate beehoon only then went off with Mum, Aunty & cousin.

29/05/11
MOVIE! RUIN -.-
Decided to watch Kungfu Panda with MH & Classmates, but the seats left was only infront, so decided to ate at Mac. Head to safra to slack then GEKPOK SC with mh to buy her's USB cable for Iphone. Then home. Do a 30 mins exercise & sweat like fcuk. :/

30/05/11
Horoscope !
I wasn't that believe in this but i found this quite true to what's happening in me.

我认为，是时候放开一切，用微笑带过。

2011-05-24T03:29:00.000-07:00

就因为我失去过、我后悔过，我才要珍惜。一份爱会出现裂痕，两个人都要负责任。有些成长，来自承认。我终于挣脱怨与恨！年轻总习惯去争论，要别人照我的剧本。我满身伤痕才知道悲哀是互不信任。我不在乎的眼神，但内心悄悄破损。在午夜的时分，被一个梦给拆穿没忘记那个人！我试着让生活变得清淡，对幸福或寂寞顺其自然。偶尔一个人。。我不想再背负太多期盼，对好奇或关心顺其自然。只是有点不安、有点心酸。我总会忽然扩散，让心又累又茫然。每一次记忆的翻腾，既美好也残忍。思念让旧情有余温，将我困在早应该要离开的空城。

You went missing & do you know i'm waiting for you ..♥

2011-04-30T10:21:00.000-07:00

The face begins to feel wet. Are it the tears? Why is it cold? The violent beating of the heart, seems want to leave my body. You promised me, you will come back, right? But why your facial expression is so unnatural, that year ..The day that I collapse, blood was starting to coagulate. That was not able to go back to the past. You were lying on the icy cold road and i was next to you, quietly, waiting for you to wake up.
臉上开始觉得湿湿的，是泪水嗎? 为何如此冰涼? 心臟劇烈的跳動，仿佛將要離開我的身體。你答應過我，你會回來，對嗎? 可是爲什麽？表情那麽的不自然，那年。。我崩潰的日子，血液，開始凝固。永遠也回不去從前。。你躺在那冰冷的馬路上，我在一旁，靜靜的，等待你蘇醒。。

If love is a only a game ..

2011-04-23T23:36:00.000-07:00

Life is a game, love is a game. We win, We lose. We fight, we quarrel. There's up, There's down. But there's only you, yourself who knows what exactly you want! (:

女孩，你知道吗？能有一个肯为你付出又很爱你的男孩是很幸福的，希望你会好好的珍惜。代替我爱他、照顾他、把一切我想为他做的事情都完成好吗？我会祝福你们，也会感激你的。。

爱你错了吗？:'(

2011-04-15T03:17:00.000-07:00

You had said that you didn't want me to find out, How good you treat her..

You said you would understand my disappointment. It couldn't be relieved with just tolerance. I thought that I showed up at a perfect time, You and her were about to break up. I thought you no longer had any hope for her. You were not going to let her hurt you again. I thought my gentleness, Could give you the universe. I thought I was able to fill the void in your relationship. Focusing on being by your side, making up for all her mistakes. Maybe I was too naive, I thought miracle would happen. I thought you would eventually realize her heart was no longer on you. You continue to be indifferent to my caring, my assumption is just that I assumed. She made you cry, but you still forgave her with a smile. Turned out you already decided, who you wanted to be with. I thought I was strong enough, But I was disappointed each day. If you had given me less hope, then hope wouldn't have become so excessive. Love didn't teach me how to survive, It only taught me to trade vanity for innocence. Yet love made us strangers, but couldn't change the nobler souls. Even if I'm all drenched, I will never be again led by the nose. If I'm still holding a fist, it could be I'm scared of my dream flying away .. And love is not all powerful as you thought, It didint stop our fights.
我走到那里你都在，怎么能忘掉？你那神秘的笑脸，是不是说：放不下你是我活该？孤单，却无从告白。是你留给我的悲伤。你让我流泪，扛下了所有罪，我拼命的想要挽回。。 ♥
[也许你以后会改变你自己，但我已决定要离开你。。]

努力学着这么去放开。。.

2011-03-14T08:09:00.000-07:00

Went kbox with Sis. Sing out our voices & enjoy alot. We actually forget those unhappiness.
我就算忘记时间，忘记你也忘不了我们曾有过的回忆。

Shop for groceries! ^.^

2011-02-20T01:35:00.000-08:00

Went to Superbowl Jurong. Have lunch there sunbian shop at the Sheng Siong for daily needs. (:
对你我可以假装不曾爱过，但是面对自己我只能用谎言欺骗自己。你能了解我的心情吗？

Swimming with darling & sis❤

2011-02-19T00:54:00.000-08:00

Went to JP meet darling [Serene] then ate old change kee. Train to chinese garden & meet mh over there. Walk over to JE swimming complex but mh & serene cant go down due to their dressing so we decided to leave & cab to serene hse take swimming costume & swim at JW stadium. Train to clementi, serene & mh trim their eyeborw & we ate dinner at there. Bus to JP & slack.
知道你不在意，却不肯放弃。。我中假装不在意，到最后痛的是自己。。

Elective Module! ~ Day 2

2011-02-08T00:37:00.000-08:00

Went to Resort World, Sentosa. Walk about and take alot of photo abt the place there & scenery there. Had fun although everyone is tired. :)

"When the night has come and the land's dark, when the moon is the only light we'll see, look at the stars; can you count them? I miss you that much."
我还是很爱你。原来我一直都在欺骗自己早忘了你但是你留给我的一切始终放在心中。。

Printing photo via printer :D

2011-02-07T01:52:00.001-08:00

Noone came to this life having the correct person correct path. Decision is yours. You could choose your path yourself. Since you know this is a wrong path then turn lah. Dont just go straight without any turning. You might just get yourself into an accident ~~

Elective Module! ~ Day 1

2011-02-06T23:48:00.000-08:00

No lesson today as the elective programme strts alrdy. First at canteen hear the person talk. He can actually talk for 45-50mins without stopping -.- & hand keep doing stunts like that, wtf! Board bus to the f1 there then walk around hear him explain all -.- So pekcek & stuffy. We actually paid money to suffer -.- I just keep niam here & there. Boarded bus finally can sit down .. enjoying the aircon. Next airport terminal 3 then explain again ~~~ But better got aircon :P Having lunch at foodcourt .... And me, darling & Mh playing like sot plug today. Damn hyper. (: Walk around then bus back t school. Everyone sleep in bus cus damn tired alrdy. Early release today , JP wwalk lai walk qu then home.

过去我把你对我的爱澈底给毁了，如今换来你对我的报复。。

CNY! ❤

2011-02-06T12:12:00.000-08:00

除夕[02.02.11]
-Went Jurong Safra to have Reunion dinner with family and so. Next, Grandparents hse to take ang pow first. Then back home.

初一[03.02.11]
-Relative hse to bai nian then went grandma hse sit, pple came then bai nian all, Finally gambling with cousin.. Playing mahjong & Blackjack.

初二[04.02.11]
-Grandparents hse again to see lion dance then gamble again. I win you know?! :P Went cousin hse to slack then playing cards with monopoly money till 11 plus. Head t JP for midnight moviee[Homecoming]. :D Movie ended and some went cousin hse while some went safra for dota. And those that went cousin hse play mahjong till i lose but win back again. Then slack till sleep until 1 plus in the afternoon :P

初三[05.02.11]

-Went grandpanents hse to eat, gamble[I win in mahjong again and this time even shiok! Win in one roll 5 times and zi mo ^^) & find dad at JW. Home. Almost everyday grandparents hse but ang pow alot leh. Chey but all ....... $4 only. Hmm better then dont have las. Gtg update soon :)

Kbox with darling & Garfiled! ❤

2011-02-02T01:57:00.000-08:00

Thanks darling for the smile that brightens the day & Thanks Garfield for your laughter & the retard face you gave me :P Thanks all for singing out your sweetest voice to me and i enjoyed alot. Happy CNY! Hope yoy enjoy today.❤❤❤❤
->When you're not here to share my days and nights. My life is so imcomplete. For you my heart, my soul the "oneness" i had known to seek. Without you i merely exist from day to day. With you i knopw that i will find all that i have been searching for a completeness, my eternal peace of mind. You are the keeper of my dreams. The friend who holds my tears. The one whom i want to spend my life with. The one that always there for me, Standing beside through all thick and thin. Through all that life will throw our tears, knowing that this special love we share will guide us each and everyday. This journey strted long ago before this time and place. The journey of completeness as our hearts and souls embrace. Forever is what i want with you all.

可能我想要的我喜欢的我爱的都不一样。。

2011-01-31T01:02:00.000-08:00

對不起, 我愛過了你。。曾經我總是試著討你歡心，好讓你認為我就是真命天子。那麼我就能贏得你的愛。。但是愛情終究讓我們盲目。對不起我傷害了你。對不起我搞砸了。對不起我愛上了你。很抱歉它發生了，但道歉也不能讓時光倒流，所有我對你做的事。。我希望可以補償，對不起我曾經那樣愛你。對不起我曾經那麼地需要你。對不起我曾緊緊擁著你。很抱歉惡夢成真但再多的道歉也改變不了什麼！而且我還要道歉的是，讓你愛上我卻必須說再見。還有，我居然教會了你什麼是哭泣! 愛情真的來過但它又悄悄溜走。。很抱歉我曾給你夢想的一切但卻又在我逃離後全部拿走。抱歉，你的愛因為我浪費了你的时间。經過了這麼久。。一句抱歉並不能改變什麼。但我真心希望這句抱歉能打開你的心房，好讓你在未來還能繼續去愛！常常责怪自己当初不应该，常常后悔没有把你留下来！为什么明明相爱到最后还是要分开？是否我们总是俳徊在心门之外？谁知道又和你相聚在人海，命运如此安排总叫人无奈。这些年过得不好不坏只是好像少了一个人存在。而我渐渐明白你仍然是我不变的关怀。有多少爱可以重来有多少人愿意等待？当懂会珍惜以后回来却不知那份爱会不会还在。有多少爱可以重来有多少人值得等待？当爱情已经桑田沧海是否还有勇气去爱？

2011-01-21T23:04:00.000-08:00

想要把妳忘記真的好難，思念的痛在我心裡糾纏。。朝朝暮暮的期盼，永遠沒有答案。為何當初妳選擇一刀兩斷？聽妳說聲愛我真的好難！曾經說過的話風吹雲散。站在天秤的兩端，一樣的為難。唯一的答案 “愛一個人好難”~

Regretted :(

2011-01-14T10:34:00.000-08:00

12/01/10
Went to Gunung Angsi, Pitch tents, Eat & Sleep
13/01/10
Went for hiking, Bath, Dinner, Campfire item, Sleep
14/01/10
On the way .... to SINGAPORE and i FKING regretted coming here. Its tiring and the floor was like wtf???!!! .... Singapore Custom, School, Home
记住.. 我选择了你..我就一定会爱你，但是如果你先放弃了，我不会回头了。。
有一天我放弃了你，请不要怀疑我是否恋上另一个人，是因为我发觉你不珍惜我。
离开你并非我愿意，我不想拿放弃当威胁，因为那两个字我不曾轻易说出口因为我爱你。
我真正选择了离开。。对不起不是想要你的挽留，而是对你真的死心了。
有些人总是在失去之后才知道曾经的美好，在我决定离开你之前我给你很多机会，你把我给你的机会当做你放纵的资本。我会真的走出来，虽然我会痛会伤心，可我了解自己，一旦爱上一个人会全心全意，可一旦我真正决定了死心。我只会哭一次，然后选择忘记，不要以为感情的事如果没有出现第三者的话很容易复合。我没有这个概念。。如果我选择了放弃选择了离开，那么我再也不回头！在你生命中．．我重要吗？你有在乎过我吗？每次发给你的信息你认真看了吗？

I thought everything would be different ...

2010-12-15T18:23:00.000-08:00

我的夢狠狠碎過卻不會忘。曾為他相信明天就是未來，情節有多壞都不肯醒來。
到了最后我还是一个人。。只怪知己! 我这么努力想要改变，付出。我后悔了。也許我太過天真，以為奇蹟會發生。原來妳早就想好，妳要留在誰的身旁。我以為我夠堅強，卻輸得那麼絕望。少給我一點希望，希望就不是奢望。

❤

2010-12-14T17:29:00.001-08:00

ღ Baby Boy, I Love You! What if i don't get to kiss your lips again or feel the touch of your sweet embrace?How can i go on without you there's no place to belong. Well someday love is gonna lead you back to me but till it does i will have an empty heart so i'll just have to believe somewhere out there you're thinking of me. Should actually strt saying this to myself. Everytime i know how to comfort others, but i just cant do it myself :( If this is love, pls dont let me fall in love.. I have no more tears to cry, no more heart to shattered.
你爱的人放弃了你，请放开自己，好让自己有机会爱别人。有的东西你再喜欢也不会属於你的，有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的，人生中有许多种爱，但别让爱成为一种伤害。有些缘分是注定要失去的，有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的。爱一个人不一定要拥有，如果失去是苦, 你怕不怕付出, 如果迷乱是苦, 你会不会选择结束？好多事情都是后来才看清楚，好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦，然而你已经找不到来时的路。有一种爱, 明明想放弃, 却无法放弃。爱情是什么？恨虚情假意的你，爱你不如多爱自己❤

ღღღ

2010-12-14T17:27:00.000-08:00

为什么你我相遇？
为什么带给我的全是伤痛？
我为你付出了所有，可是为什么还让我哭泣？
我讨厌你我从来没那么认真过，你可能不是最好的，不是最适合的。。但你确定是我最爱的。为什么我越想要相信和信任，我越会得到孤独的灵魂？有没有解药？能够不让我的心感到失望。如果我走越多步，我越看不到我的笑容。。那么从今以后，一个人，我会没事。希望能和你在一起，我不知道能一起走多远，但我知道，最后的结局是我一直爱你，直到永远。。想说，我爱你，你也许已经听腻了，可是除了想你，除了说“我爱你”，我真的不知道该怎么做。好怕，好怕你会丢下我一个人。如果身边少了你，我真的好无助。如果没有你的日子里，不知该怎么走下去。。原谅我好吗？我不懂得怎样去爱你，讨你欢心。我总是喜欢把对你的爱埋藏在心底里。从来都没有好好告诉你，我是多么的爱你，珍惜你的。总以为，爱一个人，最好的爱，就是把他藏在心。总以为，珍惜一个人，就是不吵架不说分离。我的心真的好痛好痛啊！曾经的温柔，现在的冷漠。何苦，很重要，很在乎所有的东西都在改变，我也一样。我觉得这样很累。为什么？因为这并不是我想要的或者我根本就不知道，自己想要的是什么！这段时间，困惑，徘徊。又有谁知道，会来关心我？我现在终于知道，我的目标是什么！我想要什么！过怎样的生活，现在需要做的就是努力改变！！！

对不起, 我爱你!

2010-12-14T17:26:00.000-08:00

人生就象是一座山。。身边的事情，不是没一次都很顺利。不愉快的时候，是看我们如何面对。我们争取时，困难将阻止我们。失败是一种经验。泪掉，人身还是要距绪。我欣赏我所有的。当你爱一个人的时候，他们的弱点不是什么。不要有理由的爱我，用你的爱来爱我。

♥Baby , 想对你说声对不起, 用了错的方式去爱你, 因为我太在意. 我想再次把你抱紧, 从此都不会分离, 要告诉你, 对不起,我爱你 :(

我愛你

2010-12-14T17:00:00.000-08:00

最浪漫的愛情其實就是平平淡淡的愛情，我嚮往著這樣的愛情，可我卻拼了命也得不到，相守無期無奈醉在相思裡！希望所有人都珍惜眼前的愛情，如果有個男孩（女孩）肯為了你付出他（她）的所有，請你抓住了，別放手，一旦錯過了，今生不再有~~~~~ 如果我还一直爱着你...你是否会待在我的身边？如果我还一直在乎着你..你是否会在多看我一眼？是否我已不存在了 ....你才感觉到我的离开？是否我已离开了......你才感觉我对你的好？现在要离开但却无法忘掉曾经的我们是多么的幸福和快乐的。。。。

If you still love him/her tell them, don't wait for them to be someone's else person then you regret ..

为了别人的爱情，她放弃了自己的幸福。。值得吗？

2010-12-14T16:59:00.000-08:00

老公，对不起。。我终于狠下心来和你说离婚了。一直以来我都是个懦弱的女人。我用尽心力的守着我们的婚姻，为你烧你爱吃的菜，买你喜欢的CD，为你把一切都弄得很好，给了你我所能给的幸福。而我从未和你提过任何要求，我怕你觉得我烦。可现在我想通了，相恋在久的感情都敌不过几小时的一见钟情。第一次看到你和她的照片是在音乐网站上，第一次见到她是在你和他离开的酒店门口，第一次听你提起她是在我们结婚3周年纪念晚会上......那真是一个美丽的女孩。　　我偷看了你给她写的邮件，里面的每一句话真的好甜蜜，好感人。我看着看着就哭了，我骗自己，这是你写给我的，你永远是爱我的，你怎么可能和别人爱得那么深呢？是啊！你没有提离婚，我怎么敢说，我怕说了就真的，永远永远都没有你了。　　老公，我真的很爱你，很爱着个家。所以你不说，我也什么都不问。只是在你睡了以后才哭。你知道吗？我想谢谢你，谢谢你陪了我那么多年，我知道你很爱她，就向我爱着你着样。你没说过离婚，我已经很庆幸了，至少你还是会回家陪我，会吃我做的饭菜，傻傻的笑。至少你还记得回家给我一个拥抱，记得我的生日！我觉得够了，真的。我爱着你，包容着她。我以为我们可以就这样相安无事的永远相处下去。直到你昨晚和我讲了一个故事。　　你说：我有一个朋友，他已经结婚6年了。他有个很好的太太，一直以来他都爱着他的太太，可4年前他遇到了一个美丽的女孩。女孩对他很好，给了他太太所没有的激情。于是他们恋爱了，偷偷摸摸却又热烈的爱着。女孩很懂事，和他在一起那么久从来没有提过结婚之类的事。他依旧爱着太太，只是那已经是属于2个女人的爱了。他不会抛弃他的太太，因为太太对他太好了，好得找不到分手的理由，找不到伤害她的借口。可现在女孩怀孕了。女孩和他提出了结婚。女孩跟了他4年，把女人最美好的东西都给了他，他没办法拒绝女孩，可又无法抛弃爱他的妻子。故事到这就结束了，你问我: 你说他该怎么办？我没有说话。我知道这是你和他之间的故事。这是你最无奈的选择。昨晚你睡觉之后，我在旁边看着你，看着你好看的脸。看着你熟睡的样子，你睡得真甜。我吻了你，在你身上小心的留下几百个吻，我知道这是最后一次了。老公，我的泪一滴一滴的落在你胸口，慢慢化开。一滴一滴的落在了我碎掉的心上。老公，我走了。我知道我的离开才是最好的结局。我不在你身边，自己要好好照顾自己。我把家里收拾干净了。饭在电饭堡里，回来以后记得自己弄热吃了，这是最后一次给你做饭了。记得不要因为工作常常饿着，对身体不好，还有你有胃病，别和朋友出去喝酒，少吸点烟。我帮你定了1年的牛奶，他们会直接送到家里的，记得要热过才可以喝。你想买的CD我也买了，就放在电脑桌上。还有什么？对了，这个家里的东西我什么都没带走，除了你第一次送给我的礼物，那只小熊，我已经习惯抱着你睡觉了。以后它可以陪着我，抱着它我会感觉到你的。　　我走了，离开的时候心里很痛，我们住了6年的房子，我和它说再见，我守了6年的家，我和它说再见。我爱了那么多年的你，我和你说：祝福！　　老公，我走了以后你要好好爱她，知道吗？不要在爱情里伤害任何人了。一定要对她很好和好，就象我对你那样。帮我吻你们的孩子，我想他一定会很漂亮的。告诉他，我会祝福他的。　　我依旧爱着你，只是从今天开始一切与你无关！　　